Sedar.
Friday, October 30, 2009
"Biasa nya kalau tuhan nak bagi sesuatu yang baik itu,dia kene uji kita dengan sesuatu benda yang agak payah,dia nak tengok sejauh mana kesabaran kita.
Kadang-kadang tu,kita ada buat salah jugak,tuhan nak menegur".
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Letih.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
2 most unforgettable days this year.
18 Oct 2009
Finally, after 3 weeks of waiting, 18 Oct has arrived. Maman and Me went to watch Impak Maksima the Musical and it was great. It was funny,it was cool,the drift on stage was the coolest thing I've ever seen, but of it all, it was worth the bucks. I have loved musicals ever since my virgin trip to the Puteri Gunung Ledang the musical and I know we cant afford to make Impak Maksima an exception. Oh my,it was just great. I cant even expressed it in werds. The whole thing blew me away. Untill now. That's why I cant yak about the whole thing like I sometimes do.
But of all the fabulous moments of the musical, the solo singing from Adeep was 'menusuk ke kalbu'. His voice touched my heart,nerves, brains and whathaveyous.I think rahman loved it too.
I was contemplating on Simfoni sumting and Impak Maksima, after all, its a gift to rahman for his b'dae. He instantly voted for Impak. As we discussed, seeing celebrities sing seems like a normal show to us but to miss the drift on stage is something we felt we would regret.And we were glad we went for it.
19 Oct 2009
Rahman told me about visiting Mr Yusof, my secondary 3 malay teacher and ironically we are related.So I want to meet my relative. Together with Faris and Salim. We heard about him not feeling well lately and decided to pay him a visit. Moreover, he stays in Gelang Patah Johor Baru. It was last minute though so while we have the transport(Salim's car), we went ahead with the plan. The moment we reached his beautiful abode, we stepped out of the car, he slowly points to each one of us and says out our name for acknowledgement.
When it comes to me,I just smiled waiting for him to call me "fatimah/nurul/siti hawa" but he says "Farah..". I was beaming with joy and I cant stop. I did not expect him to remember me but well, he did. So it was just a normal raya visit. We ate,laughed,chatted and kepo-ed around his house. Just as we thought it was time to make a move, he brought us around to a mini tour of gelang patah and nusajaya and around his housing estate facilities. But we had to cut short the tour because we are rushing for time. Can't wait to pay him another visit coz i felt he expected us to stay longer. I was shocked when he wanted me to drive his car/van coz he wanted to see me drive. But I told him, I dont think I am able to since I've got short legs and I dont think I can reach the pedal. -.-
It was a nice visit. Alhamdullillah, niat nak visit cikgu dah tercapai..
These 2 experiences are something I felt not being able to express in words. They are priceless.
I am just glad I still have the chance to do this while I still can.
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Thursday Never Felt So Good.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Come tomorrow would be 2 weeks since sch started.
Something different this semester though.I love almost all modules.With exception to OP2.But Faci says I have to learn to fall in love with it. So ok,that will come later. Because of my love to almost all the modules this sem. I am kinda not reluctant at all to go for sch. I used to think sleeping at home was better off than going to sch some daes before but now, I am looking forward to sleeping in the bus to and fro school. Yes, I mean it.
I even told my friends that I am going to change for the better this semester and that is to attend school for the whole 10 weeks till the next vacation comes. I mean business this time.
Had some serious thoughts done over the weeks I had before sch reopen. The results I got for last semester was contented. I am certain,if I had attended lessons more often, my grades and GPA would have reflected nicely in the results.
I wouldnt want to feel that regret once more. It's time to change. I remembered attending Adam Khoo's workshop when I was in Sec 4 and I remember this speaker, Stuart, who said something like;Dont waste time being at a place you dont want to be and you dont cherish it when there are others who wanted to be in your place badly and dont even have the chance to.Dont take things for granted. Think of your parents.
Because that sentence was the one that triggered my tears to flow, I had that sentence etched in my brain.
So yah, I am not trying to sound like one big ****. But look at it as I am trying to change for the better yah. So dont be discouraging.
Ahh..dah alang kepalang ni..lepaskan la geram ku sekali...Hidup kene tau ambil iktibar, jangan asek nak mengeji orang eh. Cermin sikit diri dulu ye. Jadi manusia, hati jangan busuk. Kalao dah hidup jadi orang yang boleh bagi perangsang kepada yang lain baru boleh bebual eh.Kalao tak,kamu hanya boleh dianggap sebagai tin kosong.I think my malay like cock up la..but never mind la..Anyway, that was just a thought off my mind. I believe in live and let live. But sometimes there are people who would, you know, irks you a little bit. I mean, what's wrong with being nice? You will never know there may come a day where you need this people whom you've been stucking up ur nose to and they will come to give you help when you need it badly.
Aiyaaa..but I guess this kind of people just wont even understand what's being civilised also..
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