Saturday, July 18, 2009
Headaches have been going strong for the past 3 daes.Why oh Why?
Oh.
For once in my Poly days, I was nervous when I could do my UT. My definition of 'could do' is equals to know how to do but am not confident of the answer. My usual ut moments would be read the question,try find the appropriate 6P to get some ideas and ponder how to 'macam-pahaming' and apply.
But last friday's UT was kind of a breeze. It was unusual when I read the question and typed down the answer without much reference to the 6P. That was when I started to get nervous after a few questions done; "eh,how come i can do seh?" Silly huh? I should be happy instead.
Hokay,msged the boboi and he's nt replying. So much for coming online after APM. If i guessed it right, he might have fallen asleep while watching the APM itself. -.- Gundu boy. Tsk.
How time flies. 4 more weeks and its the end of semester 1 for Yr 2. Fasting month comes and Raya season is next.
I used to be super excited for raya. But I find it super hard to even think of the preparations that we have to make. I dont know if I'm wrong for saying this, but I can't even bring myself to even hear the takbir. I remembered Mother crying out loud after Maghrib prayers and as soon as the takbir sounds. My effort of holding back tears was fruitless. I cant help but joined Mother as well. My brothers are in their rooms but I know they are not having it well either.
Though I hoped that we will be stronger this year, I know there's no escape when the time comes. We simply miss Papa.
Oh no, I need to go.
8:56 AM she likes character
