When they dont think..
Friday, June 26, 2009
Usually, by this time I would be yawning my ass off. With all the 'horning' sounds lina and rahman claims it to be.
But ironically, I dont feel like sleeping today. Yes shida, you read it right. I would have been gone by the wee hrs of the morning dreaming already.
I'm worried coz I'm not sleepy. So not farah amira. Oh no, food's not the remedy. I've tried.
Oh wells, mite as well I blog. Apparently, I received news that a lot of students aren't going sch tomoro. On strike maybe? Haha..Since the number of those infected with H1N1 has gone up to 9. Hell yeah I'm starting to get paranoid. Brought my sanitizer to sch today.
The fangs guy laughed at me. Saying the dettol sanitizer couldn't possibly kills 99.9% of germs. To hell with you. I'm taking precautions. You can die if you want to. Nobody would care either. But noe what, he asked for the sanitizer after he's done bull-shitting. I guess the thought of being infected of the flu did strike his mind. So before it made him pee in his pants, he'd rather asked me for the sanitizer.
Good days are not for me recently. Annoying people kept pushing me off my limits. This people need to be taught a lesson before it gets to their head. I'm a person who speak my mind when need be. Mother always reprimands me for being too direct. She wants me to put them in due respect. There's absolutely no reason to.
I wont do things with no reason. Only when people gets too far, that's when I'll snap. THEY should learn how to give mutual respect.
Speaking about this, I have to let it out here before I go bonkers surpressing it within me.
I'm sad and irritated at how people kept coming to my mother asking for favours. What do they think we are? Human ATM? Come knocking at our door, sending pathetic msgs, showing concerns they never did, even to the extent of waiting for us when we're outdoors. And they are people close to us. Come on, what else have they got? I wouldn't be surprised if they would go all the way advertising for help from us in the papers. Call me heartless, I say they are ruthless.
With no bearing in mind that WE are the ones left to fend for ourselves. The savings my Papa left is for us to use them when we're having difficulties making ends meet. Not to pay off your bloody debts, Not to let you use for your so called business. And your mindset that people who own cars are rich are so shallow! Try owning one. I'll see how rich you can get. We started off having a car as normal as we can be. We didnt strike lottery to purchase it.
Mother's always giving in after a few thoughts. For heaven's sake, I think she's just throwing money to them. My brothers and me have had our throats gone dry speaking her out of it. I know she pities them and they money-suckers knows that too. Which explains the constant 'favour'. Fortunately, mother has learnt how to say no.
It hasnt been easy for mother. Though she seems brave in front of us. I know, Papa hasnt left her mind even a minute.I love her. I always hold her when she's sleeping. In order not to make it more obvious, I act as if I 'accidentally' touched her in my sleep. The more common places are her buttocks, her hips and her shoulder.
Have I mentioned, one night, wonder what's with her, she pushed me out off the bed! Even when I get back up, she pushed me again. At last, I slept at the edge of the bed, with my whole butt out of the bed circumfrance. I laughed for a moment. So kental.
Finally, I'm yawning.
Hahaha..wahhhh..long post..
Ok la..
Nites peepeas.
2:28 AM she likes character
