When they dont think..
Friday, June 26, 2009
Usually, by this time I would be yawning my ass off. With all the 'horning' sounds lina and rahman claims it to be.
But ironically, I dont feel like sleeping today. Yes shida, you read it right. I would have been gone by the wee hrs of the morning dreaming already.
I'm worried coz I'm not sleepy. So not farah amira. Oh no, food's not the remedy. I've tried.
Oh wells, mite as well I blog. Apparently, I received news that a lot of students aren't going sch tomoro. On strike maybe? Haha..Since the number of those infected with H1N1 has gone up to 9. Hell yeah I'm starting to get paranoid. Brought my sanitizer to sch today.
The fangs guy laughed at me. Saying the dettol sanitizer couldn't possibly kills 99.9% of germs. To hell with you. I'm taking precautions. You can die if you want to. Nobody would care either. But noe what, he asked for the sanitizer after he's done bull-shitting. I guess the thought of being infected of the flu did strike his mind. So before it made him pee in his pants, he'd rather asked me for the sanitizer.
Good days are not for me recently. Annoying people kept pushing me off my limits. This people need to be taught a lesson before it gets to their head. I'm a person who speak my mind when need be. Mother always reprimands me for being too direct. She wants me to put them in due respect. There's absolutely no reason to.
I wont do things with no reason. Only when people gets too far, that's when I'll snap. THEY should learn how to give mutual respect.
Speaking about this, I have to let it out here before I go bonkers surpressing it within me.
I'm sad and irritated at how people kept coming to my mother asking for favours. What do they think we are? Human ATM? Come knocking at our door, sending pathetic msgs, showing concerns they never did, even to the extent of waiting for us when we're outdoors. And they are people close to us. Come on, what else have they got? I wouldn't be surprised if they would go all the way advertising for help from us in the papers. Call me heartless, I say they are ruthless.
With no bearing in mind that WE are the ones left to fend for ourselves. The savings my Papa left is for us to use them when we're having difficulties making ends meet. Not to pay off your bloody debts, Not to let you use for your so called business. And your mindset that people who own cars are rich are so shallow! Try owning one. I'll see how rich you can get. We started off having a car as normal as we can be. We didnt strike lottery to purchase it.
Mother's always giving in after a few thoughts. For heaven's sake, I think she's just throwing money to them. My brothers and me have had our throats gone dry speaking her out of it. I know she pities them and they money-suckers knows that too. Which explains the constant 'favour'. Fortunately, mother has learnt how to say no.
It hasnt been easy for mother. Though she seems brave in front of us. I know, Papa hasnt left her mind even a minute.I love her. I always hold her when she's sleeping. In order not to make it more obvious, I act as if I 'accidentally' touched her in my sleep. The more common places are her buttocks, her hips and her shoulder.
Have I mentioned, one night, wonder what's with her, she pushed me out off the bed! Even when I get back up, she pushed me again. At last, I slept at the edge of the bed, with my whole butt out of the bed circumfrance. I laughed for a moment. So kental.
Finally, I'm yawning.
Hahaha..wahhhh..long post..
Ok la..
Nites peepeas.
2:28 AM she likes character
Boredom.
Monday, June 22, 2009
I'm hungry. I'm bored.
Well, I do have something important to do - PP.
But oh well, I'm a last minute person. So let me do it then.
Sch's been fun todae. I have no issues with the current class except for the taring(fangs) and the asek-pegang-rambut lebeh dari perempuan(one who always touches hair more often than us ladies). But i guess its the norms. There will be 1 or 2 that would always be the least favourite to us in a class.
I've never liked monday lesson. Today was a rather pleasant one. Coz for the first time. I have to say, I am smarter than I was last week! Muahahahaha.
And, there was big hooha in sch today.
Apparently, the news about 2 students in RP down with H1N1 is no longer a speculation anymore. It's confirmed. The crazy thing was. Rumours has been going fast. And they were crazy rumours. It was fun though.
Lately, I've been diligently catching the Desperate Housewives every week. I think I'm too bored, it made me think of collecting the whole series.
Hokay la. Nothing much today. I guess I'm gona do justice to the other abandoned blog of mine.
Tatas.
7:44 AM she likes character
Back Back Back.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
People have been coming to me asking about my blog.
Why oh why the ceasation, whats the new url, and yada yada.
Indeed I created another one shortly after the non existent of double-choco-freak. More personal. Which I dont intend to publicise.
But for the benefits of those who requested me for the new blog add, lets just let me continue from here. Senang la.
Ok go.
I'm down with fever todae. So? I didnt attend sch la! My head very heavy you know? :(
But oh well, mother would most probably give me her deadly stare and say "kau ni macam-macam la." Translated: You are,this lah,that lah.(according to su).
School's been pretty much the same everydae. But I only find it fruitful if I am in the same team as Harris. I call him the 6P/answer sheet. He's bloody smart. And he always makes it a point that all of us in the same team as him understood how to do it. That's why I love being in the same team as him. He makes me learn. I wish I have him in every team throughout the semester.
Ouh,
I have finally booked my tp test. And I'm so paranoid. I'm so pessimistic. But insyallah, I can only afford to do my best then, put everything I've learnt to the test. Ceh, padahal lagi lame seh. If Papa was here, he would have tailed me during my practicals on the road like how he would with abang. :(
I didnt feel the enthusiasm from mother though. I know why .But I know she knows how much I wants this licence. I feel bad about her supporting me financially. It wasnt peanuts. I always make it a point to tell her how much I appreciates her support when I needed the cash. And I won't forget it, mother.
7th September.
Please don't come so soon.
12:27 AM she likes character
